Album Cover The Things That I Have Seen

The Things That I Have Seen

Richard Shindell

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I was proud to be the soldier

I had been since '83

When I joined to pay for college

Like my brothers before me

I was proud to serve my country

And to be a fine Marine

But pride can not protect me

From the things that I have seen

When they shipped us out of Norfolk

My family came to wave

My Mama stood there

Choking back the tears and looking brave

And though we never spoke of it

We all feared it just the same

Now they tell me I should talk about

The things that I have seen

I was trained to take the good shot

I was trained to clean my gun

They trained me not to talk back

And they trained me not to run

I was trained to be as silent

As the shadow of a hawk

But no one trained me for the silence

Of the things that I have seen

Once I saw an accident

Out on Old Rt. 17

Mama told me not to look at it

As we slowly passed the scene

Thought the image of that wreckage

Was burned into my brain

That did not prepare me

For the things that I have seen

I thought I was a good man

I thought I was elite

I thought I'd fight the good fight

And that I'd never see defeat

Then we won that bloody war

And how we laughed at their retreat

Now I wage a losing battle

Against the things that I have seen

Be glad that modern science

Has given us so much

We can rifle through the channels

Without ever standing up

But I can't find a station

That hasn't had enough

Of this morbid fascination

With the things that I have seen

And me, I can't stop dreaming

About the things that I have seen