Today, I woke up in a good mood for once

The first time in six months, I don′t hate you as much

You weren't there in my dreams, I could finally sleepI felt good, but it sucks, I don′t hate you as much

It's easier holding a grudge

I'd rather be angry than crushed

I′m doing too much (I do too much)

I′m back where I started again

Crying and calling my friends

This shit never ends, ugh

I get so sick of myself

Can't stop overthinking

I heard you′re happy somewhere else

But I don't forget too well

I get so sick of myself

Can′t stop reminiscing

I heard you're happy somewhere else

But I don′t forget too well

I still see your face, I hate hearing your name

What a wreck, what a shame, I'm replaying that day

And you called me at eight, two weeks on a break

Just to ask for more space, you're my biggest mistake

It′s easier holding a grudge

I′d rather be angry than crushed (crushed)

I'm doing too much (I do too much)

I′m back where I started again

Crying and calling my friends

This shit never ends, ugh

I get so sick of myself

Can't stop overthinking

I heard you′re happy somewhere else

But I don't forget too well

I get so sick of myself

Can′t stop reminiscing

I heard you're happy somewhere else

But I don't forget too well

I get so sick of myself

Can′t stop overthinking

I heard you′re happy somewhere else

But I don't forget too well