[Beat]

Yea welcome to my life (raydiation)

city of carson thats where I grew up (yea)

thats where I knew of (the view) thats all I knew of (yea)

in kindegarten until I got out of skoo I started to hang with the fools I went from here to bad news.

then ma sister started to blow up I saw the money just go up but I hardly saw her and my mother I used to

hang round the corner I felt like I was a loner but I got love for my homies

I started changin flirtin with gang bangin had the hook up on ol' skoo so everyday I was out hangin and

then I heard gun shots they aimin at my head and thats when the fun stopped cuz next I might be dead i

called my mama on the phone said this is your son I need some help im in a whole lot of trouble and cant

get through by myself they shot out a plane and flew me out no doubt I said goodbye to my friends then

disappeared in the clouds they told me ray j you gotta turn yourself around now or throw it all away and

lay six feet in the ground

im totally focused I gotta move forward I hear my callin this time I just wont ignore it into the future

throw all the past and then you came and you can grow....