Thought that we was family

Saw eye to eye

Invited you aboard my boatThat seldom rocked side to side

We ate at the same table i′ve always strived supply

And now you trying to spread your name by lying on mine

Im hurt

This sucks

My work

My trust

I'm cursed as fuck

I′ll learn

I must

I deserve better than this

I wish what keeps us tethered never dared to exist

And i pray the word of hatred that you've spread to these kids

Comes undone sooner than later, there is depth to your steps

I don't operate in bad faith, bro, i act decent

But the words you source your asshole from nonetheless have meaning

Took it upon myself to guide

Showed you my heart, took no disguise

Yet you still consciously decided to just toss that all aside

In favor of perceived personal gain

No grace

Maybe the drugs are really burning your brain

There′s no trace

As you observe things irreversibly break

I wonder what or who the voice within you turns to now blame

I′m sick of getting tossed aside for what it's worth

My worth

I wasn′t anything, I was a bridge to the everything

You were the lesson, I said it

The rhythm had tossed me on my side I'm in the dirt

I′m first

I wasn't anything, I was the trip to the better thing

All of the pressure was deafening

Pivoted off, I let it slide, I′m never first

My worth

I wasn't anything, I was a bridge to the everything

You were the lesson

I guess it pissed you off but I decide I know my worth

I'm first

I know my worth

I know my worth

I′m not afraid of you no more

Feelings on the back burner

Turned me to a fast learner

Every mention fill my cynicism

Is it just me? (Just me)

Seeking a stranger′s validation

Every step slipping out the pavement

This was my shit, and now I hate it

I'm not blaming you

Well kinda I am

My therapist told me not to point no fingers

My momma had told me not to take no shit

My trauma had told me not to fucking linger

For what? I′m a mess on a Tuesday

Got my life, you were stretching it two ways

Out of spite, had to deafen what you say

I ain't saying nothing less than the truth, hey, hey, hey

Don′t talk to me unless it's "Sorry! Sorry! Sorry!"

I ain′t try the fucking cake, but hey, the pity party's gnarly

I got pitchfork tips, they poking innards

Got a list of shit you won't remember

How convenient how your brain works

Mystery Link red-stained shirts

Better talk me down, that ledge is tempting

All these workarounds got me pessimistic

You won′t ever grant me that empathy that I granted you

I guess we just different

The saddest part about it is I trusted you

Against my very instincts

Thank god I had the chin-strength

Yeah

Take a look inside

Ain′t nothing left for me, for me to hide

You took my love

You took my light

I should've expected you would fake me out this time

Woah

What do we deserve?

Who decides who decides? Who decides?

Woah

What do we deserve?

Do we decide who decides?

I will not get lost in intentions

Walking off with my innocence

I thought I lost all long ago

I guess I′m often not broad in scope

All for a reason

Lost in my feelings

What you think you're dealing with?

Do I deserve it?

Do you deserve it?

What do I deserve?

Who do you deserve?

What do we deserve?

I think I lost place

Should I shrug off my weight

Could I fix all my holes

And then go on my way

I don′t know

I just don't know

My worth

I wasn′t anything, I was a bridge to the everything

You were the lesson, I said it

The rhythm had tossed me on my side I'm in the dirt

I'm first

I wasn′t anything, I was the trip to the better thing

All of the pressure was deafening

Pivoted off, I let it slide, I′m never first

My worth

I wasn't anything, I was a bridge to the everything

You were the lesson

I guess it pissed you off but I decide I know my worth

I′m first

I know my worth

I know my worth