when you were her before

i couldn't look you in the eye

you're just like an angel

you skin makes me cry

you float like a feather

in beautiful world

i wish i was special

you're so fucking special

but i'm a creep i'm a weirdo

what the hell am i oing here

i don't belong here

i don't care if it hurts

i wanna have control

i want a perfect body

i want a perfect soul

i want you to notice

when i' m not around

i wish i was.....

she run..

she's running.....

whatever makes you happy

whatever you want

you're so fucking special

i wish i was special

but i'm a creep..

i'm a weirdo

what the hell am i doing here

i don't belong here...

i don't belong here...