I was feeling a little bizarre

The day that I burned my family car

In the scrap metal wrecking yardAnd I′ve said so many goodbyes

In the 25 years that I've been alive, and I

Don′t know why this one was so hard

And every time I'd go back to my apartment

All I'd wanna do is get stoned (whoa oh-oh oh-oh)

And I′m sick and tired of blacking out on my carpet

And waking up all on my own, so I brought you home!

You started falling apart

Six months after you moved in

And I should′ve known from the start

That things would be different

It's not something that I can fix

If I could do anything, you know I would

This fucking vacation would come to an end

Maybe then you′d be normal again

Last week, when I went back to my apartment

You were looking so stoned (whoa oh-oh oh-oh)

The day after Christmas, you acted so different

Just wanted to be on your own

So I thought you'd better sleep right through the day

And cast all of my savings and loans (whoa oh-oh oh-oh)

But it was too late

You were letting go

Whoa, whoa oh-oh oh-oh

Whoa-oh-oh-oh

Whoa oh-oh oh-oh, oh oh

Oh, whoa oh-oh oh-oh

Whoa-oh-oh-oh

Whoa oh-oh oh-oh, oh oh

Whoa, whoa oh-oh oh-oh

And nothing I say (whoa oh oh oh)

Will make it okay (whoa oh-oh oh-oh, oh oh)

You just sleep in the heat and repeat

You wasted away (oh, whoa oh-oh oh-oh)

And nothing I do is gonna save you (whoa oh oh oh)

I′m trying my best, but you can't even look at me and talk to me and tell me what′s happening to you (whoa oh-oh oh-oh, oh oh)

Yesterday, I went back to my apartment

To see how you'd been holding up (whoa oh-oh oh-oh)

You hadn't been eating, I thought you were sleeping, but

You′re not waking up

And I want you to know that I′d spend every bit of my

Pitiful savings and loans (whoa oh-oh oh-oh)

Just to see you again

But I know I won't!