Yeah, it′s been a while since I spoke to you

Everything seems different now

I'm tryna focus, you′ve been out of frameBut it's crazy how I see the picture now

It's been a while since you′ve been around

I finally put the liquor down

Crazy how life is bitter-sweet

′Cause my grandpa is getting sicker now

Yeah, I've been trying not to lose touch

But all this stress is just too much

When I was young, it was me and him riding around the city

Just the two of us

Wish I spent more time with him

All the times that I held back

All this money in my bank account

But there ain′t no way to buy health back

See, back then we was close

Then I lost who I was

Getting close to my dreams

But further from who I love

What's meant to be is just meant to be

I don′t think we could change that

I ain't saying I regret it now

I just wish I had them days back

And that′s real

Does it hurt to think of me? (think of me)

Wishing your heart still belonged to me, yeah

'Cause when I close my eyes, I'll be searching for you (searching for you)

Thinking of the ways I′ve been hurting for you (hurting for you)

I′ll be here if you come look for me (look for me)

Yeah, it's been a while since I spoke to you

Both of us getting older now

Life is moving so fast for me

I just wish I had a way to slow it down

Wish I wasn′t scared to open up

'Cause I ain′t talked to my dad still

But he's stubborn though, that′s where I get it from

He drinks Hennessy with his Advil

Everyone says I'm just like him

We smile hard and we hide tears

Even though I've seen him last month

I ain′t seen my dad in like five years

And that gets to me, heart′s heavy

I just can't adjust to these changes

Lost some people that was closest to me

Now I′m losing all of my patience

Ex-girls say they still love me

Old friends just come and go

Really, I've been tryna move on

But I′m too afraid to end up alone

Too afraid to give my love

'Cause I′m too afraid I won't feel love

And I'm too afraid that I′ll find love

Just to find out it′s not real love

I got so many trust issues

Wish I was there to uplift you

And even though we ain't close now

It′s difficult and I miss you

But I wonder what you say to people

When they speak about me

I know we both went our separate ways

I just wonder if you still think about me

That's real

Does it hurt to think of me? (think of me)

Wishing your heart still belonged to me (still belonged to me)

′Cause when I close my eyes I'll be searching for you (I′ll think of you)

Thinking of the ways I've been hurting for you (of you)

I'll be here if you come look for me (if you come looking for me)

If you come looking for me

If you come looking for me

Yeah, yeah, yeah

If you come looking for me

If you come looking for me

Yeah, yeah, yeah