Yeah,

Lately I feel like the devils watching he taunts me

I been having these thoughts in my head they haunt meI been trying to keep my focus but I keep having this dream

That I lost my life when I got shot in two thousand fifteen

And, I walk around my city and no one sees me

I used to think If I died it would be so easy

Well, here I am feel like everyone left me now

I′m back at home and everything feels so empty

Upstairs I see the girl I love crying alone

I see the cuts on her wrists she's scared of dying alone

I said her name softly, I swear that she looked right at me

That′s when I tried to walk up to her, but she walked past me. Damn

At My funeral they dressed in all black

Everybody mourning my death while I stand in the back

And I look at they faces in they eyes the pain is so clear

But the people that I called my friends they ain't even here

Crazy how quickly they forget

Instead of mourning my death they fighting over

Who gets the house and who gets the checks damn

I gave my heart to these people throughout these songs and

Its sad to know that none of it matters now that I'm gone damn

Yeah Yeah

All my albums are on the charts, and all the radios wanna play me

I guess it took me to die for them to appreciate me

I see them posting and saying how much they miss me,

But back when I was alive and depressed they ain′t ever hit me

Before I died they all used to hate me,

But now its funny they post pictures they

All tryin′ to claim me but never loved me

Spit on my name when I was alive, I'll never forget

It′s sad that they wait till you die to show they respect but,

Finally all the people who I looked up to say

How they respect me saying they woulda loved to,

Meet me in the past, but it's too late for that now,

The way these people used to treat me they can′t take it back now,

People tell stories about how we were close and how they would

Ride for me, I know I'm gone, but that energy they can′t hide from me

Award shows and these red carpets the same they make

These tributes to my name, but back then they never invited me

Look, I'm at the Grammys, I wish I could tell my mom I made it

It only took a hole in my head to be nominated

I look for love from these people but all along,

What they said was true, they don't love you until you gone fuck,

But the truth is this life never goes the way you plan it,

I guess the point of this song is don′t take your life for granted

And appreciate people while they still here

And before you judge someone take a look in the

Mirror because at any moment anything can happen

Nothing is ever promised, but you can just imagine how It would be

So I give the type of love I want for me

Cuz one day it′ll be my last and it won't just be a dream I mean