Oh, I can never be for, for

Just somewhere to be alone

I don′t wanna be for (yeah), I don't wanna be for (I mean, mm)I wanna be

Nowhere to hide, nowhere to run, I live life how supposed to

People callin′ my phone right now, the same ones who would ghost you

They don't know what I go through, they don't know what I′m into

Hidin′ all of my pain, hidin' my scars, fightin′ my issues

Hit this party, takin' every fuckin′ drug to get me high

I've been feelin′ so low, I'm only here to feel alive

I'm tryin′ not to think too much, it′s ten minutes 'til five

Thinkin′ I should get some sleep, but it's hard to even try

With these girls all in my room, all this alcohol I consumе

All these peoplе here at this party, don′t know what the fuck I've been through

I′m like, "Fuck it though, if you pourin' up, better pour me up one too"

They say I trust too easily, and I fall in love too soon

But my little sister doin' five months, my nephew need a new crib

My momma callin′ me daily ′cause she worried 'bout how I live but

I′m at this party, I've been smokin′, I've been drinkin′

I've been stressin', don′t know what the fuck I′m thinkin'

What the fuck I (yeah)

Holdin′ onto my past, I'm tryna from

All these feelings inside me but I′m still numb

All I need is a bottle to drink these feelings away (away), ay (ay)

If you tried talkin' to me, it′s like I'm not there

Room full of people, I feel like I don't belong here

So you could go, but I can′t stay, can′t stay

So meet me at the after-party, yeah, the hotel lobby

I'm goin′ crazy and I need somebody

If you're the one then girl, I need you here right now (right now, right now)

Meet me at the after-party, yeah, the hotel lobby

I′m goin' crazy and I need somebody

If you′re the one then girl, I need you here right now (right now, right now)

Meet me at the after-party, yeah, the hotel lobby

I'm goin' crazy and I need somebody

If you′re the one then girl, I need you here right now (right now, right now)