Yeah, I got to many thoughts in my head lately

Ain′t have enough of you in my bed lately

Everything's different this year it′s been crazyBut honestly I don't know who I been lately

'Cause everything is different don′t know what to do

Everything is falling I′m running to you

Lately I feel like I got nothing to lose

I just hate the person I'm turning in too

I wanna be what we was back in the days

Back to all the times you would still ask me to stay

Back against the wall you knew I had to be saved

I was drinking back to back shit I guess I′m back to my ways well

Everything changed so fast

They say the love was never real if the pain don't last

Ashamed of my past, not really knowing how to react

I been losing touch just hoping you bring me back would you ... yeah,

I got it yeah,

Couldn′t afford to be loved put us on layaway

Hoping you'd stay hoping you′d waste away your time

Waiting for me is wrong but still I hate to say

We all addicted to something that takes the pain away

But I'm tryna go back to the person I was

Why do we act like it don't hurt when it does

Know I disappeared when you needed me most

Fuck, wish I coulda loved how you shoulda been loved

Guess I just overthink and I over love

Overreact so I never open up

Over these feelings I never show enough

You say your heart don′t belong to me but I know it does

Everything changed so fast

They say the love was never real if the pain don′t last

Ashamed of my past, not really knowing how to react

I been losing touch just hoping you bring

Me back would you ... yeah ... I mean ... fuck