I lost myself durin′ my ride into the city on the bus

I caught my eyes locked in that

Comfortable position of fallin' in loveIf I could, I would drink my troubles down the drain

But I don′t wanna drink alone today

I'll drop the act of adolescence and I'll play a new part

I′ll try to find where my voice went

And I′ll stop breakin' my own heart

I′ll laugh along, I'll sing the songs you wanna hear

Let me in, oh, let me near

Honestly, it′s a shit show, my God

But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh

Honestly, it′s a shit show, my God

But it's this show, I want to be there, oh

I found myself fakin' a smile

And makin′ time to shake a hand for a livin′

I dropped my mind somewhere on the one line

And didn't realize ′til I cried on Thanksgiving

The seasons change, the reasons always stay the same

I still have so many songs to name

Honestly, it's a shit show, my God

But it′s this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh

Honestly, it's a shit show, my God

But it′s this show, I want to be there

Maybe it's a memory or I read it in a magazine

But I swear I'd see your faces staring up at me

Maybe this song is self-aware

And I′m singin′ here and you're standin′ there

Waitin' for the show to go on

Honestly, it′s a shit show, my God

But it's this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh

Honestly, it′s a shit show, my God

But it's this show, I want to be there

Honestly, it's a shit show, my God

But it′s this show, I want to be there, whoa-oh

Honestly, it′s a shit show, my God

But it's this show, I want to be there, oh