I have this reoccurring dream

Where you make it hard for me to breathe

I gave you everything I could

I gave up everything I owned

And when you smile it's not for me

You offer little sympathy

Your grasp so far exceeds your reach

I wake up

This is not a dream

I almost can't believe

That you're the same person who can

Straight-faced with a smile

Tell me that you love me

Crawl, but I don't get too far

I know I should run

But I just keep running back

I know I should run

I have this reoccurring dream

Where you admit that you're not happy

I know that you will never leave

You're here just to torment me

I have a new dream

Everything is perfect

The sky is pink, yellow, green, blue and orange

And all the past has been forgotten

And we fell in love

And I fell into your trap

I don't know how you don't choke

On every lie you've ever told to me

You kept me sick

You took it all

You kept me complacent

But not for long