You got me thinking

You fucking like all of my friends

Just by you talking to them

Know that you probably not

But I can′t get all these thoughts out of my head, I'm over it man

And you′re my drug so if you're to leave, I'll probably be sober again

And at this dose, if you were to go, I′d probably die in your hands

I′m hearing it over and over again

Struggling hard to lower the sound

I only get mad at you telling your friends

You wouldn't drag me if they weren′t around

Telling the truth and you never would lie

Believing in you or beliеving my mind?

Who do I trust this time?

I've been ignoring myself and I think

I haven′t reminded myself to go sleep

Killing myself

Ain't really feeling myself

Ain′t really been myself

Sometimes I feel I should get some help

But I know that I feel dead

So I need to figure out

If I'm hell or heaven-sent

So lost in the dark with no one to hold me

Scars all over my face, no one told me

And all our songs about grace, never showing

And every wrong that I fucking faced, leave me lonely

Tired of feeling I wake in the morning not making a difference

Tired of feeling I'm lonely mourning the vows I shouldn′t have given

Tired of feeling I′m torn apart with doubts, it's fucking my vision

Tired of feeling I′m pouring my heart out

For everybody and nobody's listening

At least I thought you did

Gave you all my heart, now I can hardly give

Caution from the problems and the cost it′s with

And every moment I bleed, there you go hoping for better than me

Just know when I go and I leave

All you get is photos to remember of me

Yeah yeah

Whatever I'm destined, feeling depressed and

Within my chest its, ripping the flesh

Give it my best, to live out my blessings

Nevertheless, it′s written in flesh

It's written in-depth like it's my testament

I ask myself "am I hell or heaven-sent?"

So lost in the dark with no one to hold me

Scars all over my face, no one told me

And all our songs about grace, never showing

And every wrong that I fucking faced, leave me lonely