By. Peter Ho

Someone requested a song on the radio

It played I Remember I Have Loved

In the rear-view mirror, I didn't say much

I watch you getting off the car, going up the floor

I hold tight the stray lace

Your face flashes before me

I have some inklings

At this moment, I hold back my questions

I remember I have loved

I can't get back those happiness

Scare that my emotions would be out control

Scare that I would cry a river

Scare to force you to do things

I remember I have loved and understood

The turning point in your feelings

Tears wet through the paper crane

Love grays the colors

And my heart feels as if it is being rip apart

It can't be easily healed anymore

You said you were only friends

I went along with a heavy heart

Your eyes are evading me

At this moment

What else have you not said

You lower your head to put on some nail polish

Counting the cherry flowers

The picture fills with tenderness

But I'm counting in my head

The number of times you have given me the silent treatment

I remember I have loved

I can't get back those happiness

Scare that my emotions would be out control

Scare that I would cry a river

Scare to force you to do things

I remember I have hated and gone mad

I started talking to myself

Tears wet through the paper crane

Love grays the colors

And my heart felt as if it was being rip apart

I remember I have loved

I can't get back those happiness

Scare that my emotions would be out control

Scare that I would cry a river

Scare to force you to do things

It can't be easily healed anymore