I can't handle these pressures

All I can say is this stress hurts

Things are supposed to get better

I just need to put myself first

I'm always trying my hardest

Not to pick myself apart, this

Energy's killing my vibes now

Sometimes I just wanna drown out

All of the thoughts in my mind

Too much going on at the same time

I wish it would stop and I've tried, but

Life just sucks then we all die

That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me

Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna be

I wonder if I'm good enough

But maybe I've just had too much

To drink, to smoke, to swallow

I'm drownin' up my sorrows

There's rules I'll never follow

Pretend there's no tomorrow

I wish there was no tomorrow

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Wish I could erase my memories

So I could stop feeling so empty

I wish this shit wasn't so tempting

But it's hard to resist when there's plenty

Of things I could do to fuck me up

I wanna let go but I'm feeling so stuck

So all I can do is fill up my cup

And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts

That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me

Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna be

I wonder if I'm good enough

But maybe I've just had too much

To drink, to smoke, to swallow

I'm drownin' up my sorrows

There's rules I'll never follow

Pretend there's no tomorrow

I wish there was no tomorrow

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

My body's shakin'

My head is achin'

It feels like my heart is breakin'

My body's shakin'

My head is achin'

I can't fix this mess I'm makin'

But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die

Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive

And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die