How I look is different, than I feel

How I feel is unreal...

(the truth it hurts, you've been ugly since birth)

With coffee, nicotine, and no sleep...

(the truth it hurts, you've been ugly since birth)

I cannot feel anymore... I stare at the sun...

Of all the things I said I could have done I made sure, I did every one,

and all the things I said I'd say

I said, I said, I said...

(the truth it hurts, you've been ugly since birth)

I want the world to explode with me on it...