I stay awake all night

While my fears all come to life

Tearing me up inside

I haven′t slept in three days

And my fears dance around as I lay here awake

And now

I try to push them away

I'd talk myself down if I knew what to say but

I stay awake all night

While my fears all come to life

Tearing me up inside

I stay awake all night

While my fears all come to life

Tearing me up inside

They say I′ve turned into a monster

Don't come any closer

I can be my own worst enemy

I stay awake all night

Cus I'm not who I used to be

I′ve wandered off too far

In a facade now I don′t know how to get out

Broken and torn apart

Holding my breath like I'm sinking to the bottom

And all I want

Is to feel

Is to feel

Anything but lost and numb

Something real

Something real

But I′m terrified

I stay awake all night

While my fears all come to life

Tearing me up inside

I stay awake all night

While my fears all come to life

Tearing me up inside

They say I've turned into a monster

Don′t come any closer

I can be my own worst enemy

I stay awake all night

Cus I'm not who I used to be

I haven′t slept in three days

And my fears dance around as i'm wasting away

I stay awake all night

While my fears all come to life

Tearing me up inside

They say I've turned into a monster

Don′t come any closer

I can be my own worst enemy

I stay awake all night

Cus I′m not who I used to be

All I want

Is to feel

Is to feel

Anything but lost and numb

Something real

Cus I'm not who I used to be