Maybe I'm so fucking anxious

'Cause I been so thankless

Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama

I'll call you when I figure it out

I can't find a reason

Nothing's ever easy

It's all goin' down, but you know I promise

I'll call you when I figure it out

My colors keep fadin' away

Feel like I might come undone

Keep lettin' my thoughts get away, I

Like Forrest, they run, run, mn

A Monday morning, stormy weather

Feel like Friday, under pressure

Partyin' to hide the pain

Got money but I can't make change

Maybe I'm so fucking anxious

'Cause I been so thankless

Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama

I'll call you when I figure it out

Woo, I can't find a reason

Nothing's ever easy

It's all goin' down, but you know I promise

I'll call you when I figure it out

Billions of people, how selfish of me

To only think about one, one, one

It's gettin' clear my mirror never likes what it sees, yeah

Never been good at re?ection

Karma, call me like vendetta

I don't wanna run forever

Partyin' to hide the pain

Got money but I can't make change

Maybe I'm so fucking anxious

'Cause I been so thankless

Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama

I'll call you when I figure it out

I can't find a reason

Nothing's ever easy

It's all goin' down, but you know I promise

I'll call you when I figure it out

Someone put their hands on me right now

I keep treading water, will I drown?

I don't know what else can save me

Tryin' lately to figure it out

Maybe I'm so fucking anxious

'Cause I been so thankless

Spinnin' around, drownin' in the drama

I'll call you when I figure it out

I can't find a reason

Nothing's ever easy

It's all goin' down, but you know I promise

I'll call you when I figure it out