In my mind but I find that I still want you

In my mind, in my mind,

But I find I still want you

I throw the towel in

But I begin again

It′s always been about the pen

And the music is my friend

With a little understanding now I'm landing on the moon

I used to be a simple Jew

A little testy when you would come at me all rude

I′m black and blue the bruises are apparent

Body beaten but my engine still raring

So Turn the key let me get some gasoline

Saddles blazing

And the trails illuminated

70 ways to get out this frustration

And reach the AM

For now I stay in, I just realized I been praying for the wrong things

In my mind but I find that I still want you

In my mind, in my mind,

But I find I still want you

Grey days

January 31

Lick a little spliff

That's the way I like to get it done

February 1

I'm writing 10 bars a day

I heard somewhere that keeps the lazy brain away

And I ain′t seen the doc in like a decade

I′m alright yeah ma I'm OK

I try to keep the pressure at bay

Will I be defeated

No way

Can I handle it

Been passed over more times than a pamphlet

Wit my candle lit

At both ends

Will the time pass

Tic toc like trends

I′m so class

I'm so close like family

Used to live in California where my life was like a painting

Sunset over Hollywood hills are overrated

Got you puking from the pills

With ya stomach agitated

I know it′s given you the chills

But baby boy you got to live

You gotta live and get up and out this mess

I'll sell the crib

I worked too hard been to blessed

To give in

To let it crumble like the crestOf a wave

Sometimes it crashes

Where′s the vest

For my babe and my ...

Crumble like the crest of a wave

In my mind but I find that I still want you

In my mind, in my mind,

But I find I still want you

When it comes to this music

I got tenure

You just pretend pure

Wicked men get censored

Sliced from Soloman sword

You get sent back and ignored

Spent too many nights alone on tour

I bring the music to your

Doorstep

Won't let the day slip

I may leave the floor wet

I do prefer the day trip

I stay way ripped

Off the hinge I'm unzipped

Like this for instance

I plot my business

I got good wishes

Ya on my shit list

Oh shit I said this

I meant my wish list

My fists the swiftest

My kids are gifted

They act suspicious

And if ya lifted

Come quick get with this

I passed the litmus

Go check ya witness

I keep on going till the early distance

Took so many risks I took these pictures

In my mind but I find that I still want you

In my mind, in my mind,

But I find I still want you