Nothing ever stops all these thoughts

And the pain attached to them

Sometimes I wonder why this is happening

It's like nothing I can do

Will distract me when

I think of how I shot myself in the back again

'Cause from the infinite words I could say

I put all the pain you gave to me one display

But didn't realize

Instead of setting it free

I took what I hated and made it a part of me

(It never goes away)

Hearing your name

The memories come back again

I remember when it started happening

I'd see you in every thought I had and then

The thoughts slowly found words

Attached to them

And I knew as they escaped away I was

Committing myself to them

And every day I

Regret saying those things

'Cause now I see

That I took what I hated and made it a part of me

(It never goes away)

And now

You've become a part of me

You'll always be right here

You've become a part of me

You'll always be my fear

I can't separate myself from

What I've done

I've given up a part of me

I've let myself become you

Get away from

Me

Gimme my space back

You gotta just

Go

Everything comes down to memories of

You

I've kept it in but now I'm letting you

Know

I've let you go

Get away from me

I've let myself become you

I've let myself become lost inside these

Thoughts of you

Giving up a part of me

I've let myself become you