Memories consume

Like opening the wound

I'm picking me apart again

You all assume

I'm safe here in my room

(unless I try to start again)

I don't want to be the one

The battles always choose

cuz inside I realize

That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I dont know how I got this way

I know its not alright

So Im

Breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight

Clutching my cure

I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more

Than anytime before

I had no options left again

I dont want to be the one

The battles always choose

cuz inside I realize

That I'm the one confused

I dont know whats worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I dont know why I instigate

And say what I dont mean

I dont know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So I'm

Breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight

I'll paint it on the walls

cuz I'm the one at fault

I'll never fight again

And this is how it ends

I dont know whats worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

But now I have some clarity

To show you what I mean

I dont know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So I'm

Breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight