Memories consume

like opening the wound

I'm picking me apart again

You all assume

I'm safe here in my room

(unless I try to start again)

I don't want to be the one

the battles always choose

'cause inside I realize

that I'm the one confused

[chorus]

I don't know what's worth fighting for

or why I have to scream

I don't knwo why I instigate

and say what I don't mean

I don't knwo how I got this way

I know it's not allright

so I'm

breaking the habit

tonight

Clutching my cure

I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more

than anytime before

I had no options left again

I don't want to be the one

the battles always choose

'cause inside I realize

that I'm the one confused

[repeat chorus]

I'll paint it on the walls

'cause I'm the one at fault

I'll never fight again

and this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for

or why I have to scream

I don't knwo why I instigate

and say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be allright

so I'm breaking the habit

tonight