She told me I was nothing and it hurt

She used to make me happy and feel special with her words

I tried to shed some light, on all the dark inside of herShe used to be my everything and now I′m off the drugs

I fell to the ground

I'm smoking all the time

Just tryna survive

I might kill myself tonight

I never fucking know

When I′m gonna go

'Cause one day I am happy

Next I'm strangled by the noose

I fell to the ground

Crying all the time

Sadness in my sound

I am always on the grind

I′m always feeling low

Stuck inside my mind

I just wanna go

But I never seem to die

Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone

Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door

All I ever want is her to be here when I′m low

I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more

Always in my bed, I made her leave me here alone

Screaming at her crying, I would point her to the door

All I ever want is her to be here when I'm low

I try to act unbothered but I end up hurting more

I fell to the ground

I′m smoking all the time

Just tryna survive

I might kill myself tonight

I never fucking know

When I'm gonna go

′Cause one day I am happy

Next I'm strangled by the noose

I fell to the ground

Crying all the time

Sadness in my sound

I am always on the grind

I′m always feeling low

Stuck inside my mind

I just wanna go

But I never seem to die