(I look out the window and I think to myself)

(Why the fuck am I around when I got tossed on the shelf)

(Always left alone to rot inside my room)(Always finding myself haunted by the ghost of you)

Locked in a prison of my mind

Convincing myself slowly that this is the fucking last time

I won′t deny my self destructive ways

Sad to say that I wish I could decay (Wish I could decay)

Oh, I will never be the one to go

I can't breathe

This burning feeling of hopelessness

Let me out

Because it′s always been me

I can't control it, I'm burning every opportunity in front of me

Deny, deny, dеny

I always knew how fucking easy it was to lie, to you

And as thе pain subsides

Anxiety decides it′s time to ride

I never asked for any of this

(As I clutch this loaded gun, fuck your God and his only son)

What′d they say?

That it's easier to be me

As if they understood dealing with constant agony

I can′t control my actions

Denying my constant fate

So how long do I have to live parading constant guilt?

It's written on my face becoming how my mind is built

It never happened, I′m refusing to face the truth

Sad reality is I'm made to rot

Wake up! I need everyone to listen to me

Don′t hide your feelings behind false prosperity

Open your fucking eyes!

I hear the voices, they drown me out when I speak

They always taunt me, and make me feel so weak

Locked in a prison of my mind

Convincing myself slowly that this is the fucking last time

I won't deny my self destructive ways

Sad to say that I wish I could decay

It's sad to say that I wish I could decay

Decay