I walked by that old café, the one we used to go to

I won′t lie, you should've seen my face, I thought I saw you

My mind, was in denial but now I wanna talkOh, why? I guess I missing you more than I thought

Wish that I wasn′t so guarded

Is it too late to be honest?

'Cause if you only knew, knew I was drownin'

Dancing around the ugly truth

I′m not blaming you

′Cause I had my demons

You just need to see them like I do

If I could go back and change one thing

Wouldn't had buried my secrets

I′d write you a letter about everything

Holding my breath while you read it

If you only knew

I might still have you (drowning)

Been through steps one and two of grief, I'm going through it

Are you still bargaining like me, then feeling stupid?

About the should′ves, the could'ves, the what ifs, the but ifs, the maybes

It′s hard to accept that it could've been amazing

'Cause if you only knew

Knew I was drownin′

Dancing around the ugly truth

I′m not blaming you

'Cause I had my demons

You just need to see them like I do

If I could go back and change one thing

Wouldn′t had buried my secrets

I'd write you a letter about everything

Holding my breath while you read it

If you only knew

I might still have you (drowning)

If you only knew

Knew I was drowning

Dancing around the ugly truth

I′m not blaming you

'Cause I had my demons

You just need to see them like I do

If I could go back and change one thing

Wouldn′t had buried my secrets

I'd write you a letter about everything

Holding my breath while you read

If you only knew

I might still have you

If you only knew

I might still have you