I, I am confused, fighting myself

Wanting to give in, needing your help

Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch

Outside I know you, but inside I'm fucked

Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch

Each turn confronted with what I have done

You pull me closer, I push you away

You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you

Why are you taken?

I loved you

I feel so helpless

Why is it you?

Ripping my insides each time I lay with you

Why do I cry [try]? Why do I really [fucking] need to?

Why...

Fuck you, bitch!

Need to...fuck

Slut