Living life, don't you cry

My life, pain is God

Many nights, painful thoughts occur

Yell at me again, I'm numb

In denial, I tried to be your friend

I tried to be a good boy

All I see, a hate deep inside

Startle me, someone save me

Now these memories fill my heart

They bury me

All I want to do is kill you

(You are not my real mother, I'll beat and stab and fuck her ) (x4)

Looking back, I was never ever right, you were my step mom

who always wanted me out of your sight

I would come walkin' in and I'd say hello but you'd slap me

And you'd make some fucked up comment about my clothes, but I tried to

let it pass

But the pictures in my head were with you with a knife up your ass

Laying dead, so I popped some more caps in your ass now your son is

not so good

Mother fucking bitch never try to beat me!

You make me lie, it hurt so

All I want to do is kill you (x4)

(You are not my real mother, I'll beat and stab and fuck her ) (x2)

Wish you were dead now

Now, right now

How can I cry over someone I never loved? (x2)

Never loved (x2)