Yeah

Sometimes you just gotta get the shit out, man

Tired of lying to myself, they...When they hit me with the question like

How have I been? Not well

Ducked off in my shell

Feel like everybody out there

Want me to kill myself

So I roll another hemp like, well

Loadin′ up clips with my shells

Yellin' like, "Anybody out there?"

Then wonder why they did not help

So how have I been? Not well

Ducked off in my shell

Feel like everybody out there

Want me to kill myself

So I roll another hemp like, well

Loadin′ up clips with my shells

Yellin' like, "Anybody out there?"

Then wonder why they did not help

So fuck it, I did myself

Took my wins and my Ls

Now that I'm Big like L

They bumpin′ my shit like braille

I got the FN in my belt

Yeah, I′m defendin' my belt

They want my reign to quit, might as well

Sike, I′ma give 'em all hell

I′m talkin' big dog shit, might smell

I′m a pit, they just clip my tail

In the kennel, call the shit my cell

Call Chris and tell him, "Get my bell"

Wasn't saved by shit like hell

Ain't it rough how I spit like cells?

They were muggin′ like a lick-right Rel?

′Cause I'm lookin′ like I did Rob's L′s

And got a bad little bitch I nail

When I'm hammered, ′cause I sit and I dwell

I live a dream, let me pinch my self

But some people get sick, I'm well

They say I rap too quick like, welp

'Cause I′m supersonic with my tales

Street-teamers hope I did not sell (why?)

′Cause I won't let ′em hit my cell (hello?)

City clickin' with niggas I kill

Hit the show, I might empty out shells

She don′t bump my shit, I can tell

But she beggin' for the dick like twelve

Only Tech give a shit about Rel

Other rap niggas sittin′ like, well

They want to see me in a five by seven

Or probably hangin' in a ten by twelve

So how have I been? Not well

Ducked off in my shell

Feel like everybody out there

Want me to kill myself

So I roll another hemp like, well

Loadin' up clips with my shells

Yellin′ like, "Anybody out there?"

Then wonder why they did not help

So how have I been? Not well

Ducked off in my shell

Feel like everybody out there

Want me to kill myself

So I roll another hemp like, well

Loadin′ up clips with my shells

Yellin' like, "Anybody out there?"

Then wonder why they did not help

Got a bitch named Kim I trail

She give me head like it′s not tails

They ask how have I been? Not well

'Cause every bitch I kiss not tell

I haven′t been feeling well, jumped in the wishing well

And tried to swim Mike Phelps

Bitch, I might kill a whale

Isolated as well, tried to go get some help

Bitch in reality just call me Killa Rel

Searchin' for heaven while walking right into hell

Who am I kidding? I go where the sinners dwell

I treat that bitch like the citadel

Fuck with me I black on ops, call me splinter cell

Rappers be talkin′ like psychos and killers

But I'm on the turf more than NFL

They try to hinder me, someone go get Terrell

I got a feelin' that this won′t be endin′ well

I know they want me to forget myself

Ironic how I was toppin' charts with Dementia sales

Wasn′t wanted feeling low so fuck it, I lit a L

Only had a dub sack for the hemp 'r shell

Took matters in my own hand like the pistol held

Bitches kicked me, I was down, now they kick themselves

Yeah, they talk shit but sweet like a ginger ale

And that′s for every hoe could-poke-us like a witch's spell

Came in off adversity that I didn′t quell

That shit for the birds like millet, hell

I hope niggas got the message like they get the mail

Was off track like a train when it gets derailed

Envy comin' from the women and the men as well

They cut your circle in half like a sickle cell

They probably want you to die like they sick of self

So I been secluded just working on my mental health

They ask me...

How have I been? Not well

Ducked off in my shell

Feel like everybody out there

Want me to kill myself

So I roll another hemp like, well

Loadin' up clips with my shells

Yellin′ like, "Anybody out there?"

Then wonder why they did not help

So how have I been? Not well

Ducked off in my shell

Feel like everybody out there

Want me to kill myself

So I roll another hemp like, well

Loadin′ up clips with my shells

Yellin' like, "Anybody out there?"

Then wonder why they did not help