Been a long day

I′ve had it

In cruise controlAutomatic

Get lost in my head sometimes

Can't find my way out

Lost in self pity self doubt

I get followed by rainy clouds

Fuck it

Get a broom stick and a bucket

It′s manual labor

No I don't love

So cut the bullshit

Before you go and judge it

Levitate above it

Fuck the hate

Tryna innovate

You just replicate

Lines in the sand just seperate

Silly kid

Times out

Too Late

Don't want to feel the sunlight no more

I go on my own

Put some distance tween the past and unknown

I go alone

Don′t want to feel the sunlight no more

I go on my own

Put some distance tween the past and unknown

I go

Never did this

Never did that

That′s for real

Never had my back

Shit I was blinded

Never expected

Confidant to

Formulate an attack

Wounds overgrown

Scarred so I'm told

In time wounds heal

Never again

Training hard like a navy seal

Always kept it real

Thought it was the deal

Thought that was the way

Been some time since I saw you

Shit

Wouldn′t know what I'd say

I′d probably turn around

And save it for another time

Cause I'm focused on me

It is my time to shine

I′m out

Don't want to feel the sunlight no more

I go on my own

Put some distance tween the past and unknown

I go alone

Don't want to feel the sunlight no more

I go on my own

Put some distance tween the past and unknown

I go

Keep going in circles

Making the same turns

I have had it

Think I′ve finally done

Lost my mind

When people notice

Been told this

So when they ask

I say I′m just feeling fine

That stands for

Fucked up

Insecure

Neurotic

And emotional

I was home schooled

Mom's classes were non negotiable

I′ve been hard at work in the lab

I call it devotional

Inspiring inspiration

That's non confrontational

Hope it′s promotable

I am just hoping for

A chance to make it

Don't want the fame

Or tons of bitches naked

Time keeps moving on

So moves is what I′ve been making

Ready for whats next to come

On my face

Humbled

Knees numb

No fake friends

Or pointless romances

God grant me strength

To take all my chances

Don't want to feel the sunlight no more

I go on my own

Put some distance tween the past and unknown

I go

Don't want to feel the sunlight no more

I go on my own

Put some distance tween the past and unknown

I go alone

Don′t want to feel the sunlight no more

I go on my own

Put some distance tween the past and unknown

I go