I've been sittin' here

trying to find myself

i get behind myself

i need to rewind myself

looking for the payback

listen for the playback

they say that every man

bleeds just like me

and i feel like number one

but yet i'm last in line

i watch my younger son

and it helps to pass the time

i take to many pills

it helps to ease the pain

i made a couple dollar bills

but still i feel the same

everybody knows my name

they say it way out loud

a lot of folks fuck with me

it's hard to hang out in crowds

i guess that's the price you pay

to be some big shot like i am

out skirt stands and one night stands

still i can't find love

And when your walls come tumbling down

I will always be around

People don't know about the things

i say and do they don't understand

about the shit that i've

been through, it's been so long

since i've been home i've been gone,

i've been gone for way too long

maybe i forgot all the things I miss

Oh somehow I know there's more to life

than this, I said it too many times

and i still stand firm you get what

you put in and people get what they

deserve, still i ain't seen mine

No I ain't seen mine

I've been giving just ain't been gettin'

I've been walking down that line

So I think I'll keep walking

with my head held high

i'll keep moving on and only God

knows why

Only God... only God

Only God knows why

Only God... knows ... why, why, why only

God knows why

Take me to the river hey

Take me to the river