Beat myself until I′m bloody

And I'll give you a ringside seat

Say that it′s embarrassingI'm sorry that you had to see me like that

So you could either watch me drown

Try to save me while I drag you down

I wanna fix it, but I don't know how

It isn′t fair to make you wait around

While all your friends are going out

So Jesus, can you help me now?

Trade me in for a briar crown

Is there anybody coming back for me?

If they ever were, they are not now

So what′s there left to talk about?

I'm holding on just like a scratch-off ticket

How I dig my nails into your skin

Honey, I′m not stupid

I know no one wins this kind of things

It's just another way to kill an hour

Wishing I was different

Nobody deserves a second chance

But honey, I keep getting them

Like a scratch-off ticket

How you dig your nails into my skin

Honey, I′m not stupid

I know no one wins this kind of thing

It's just another way to kill an hour

Wishing I were different

Nobody deserves a second chance

But I keep giving in