All these mood swings might break me

I can′t sleep, my brain keeps on racing

Scared I won't surviveI′ve been losin' sleep now

Take my time, I'll try when I fall back

I don′t know whats goin′ on, nah

Change my mind, I'll try when I want that

Take my time, I′ll try when I fall back

When my mind goes, I go psycho

I won't lie, I been searchin′ for somethin' in the dark days

Demons comin′ closer

Try to find myself, I been lookin' for some closure

How many times can I try?

How many times will I fall again?

I don't wanna make no one cry

Been hurting myself way too much

I don′t know if I′m gonna make it

I swallow my pride like the pills I'm takin′

Swear all my life been too complacent

Just wanna be happier

All these mood swings might break me

I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing

Scared I won′t survive

I've been losin′ sleep now

Take my time, I'll try when I fall back

I don't know whats goin′ on, nah

Change my mind, I′ll try when I want that

Take my time, I'll try when I fall back

Dreams of fame and fortune, all I had at 17

There was a goal that I envisioned, gave it all of me

I made sacrifices to escape so I could finally be free

Grew up around domestic violence, gave me P.T.S.D

I made a seven figure salary at 23

Still feel like an underdog because the game don′t notice me

That's alright with me because I never like the spotlight, that′s lost time

'Cause views and interactions never equal a like

You know the pain goes on and on, and I still hate myself

Relationships fall apart, would never date myself

And I been wastin′ all my time on people that

Don't give me nothin', but all ask for somethin′

Nirvana tatted on my arm, "Don′t Panic" tatted on my wrist

I made way too many tracks that they all wonder how I did

But they're never gonna learn it, I′ve been workin' since a kid

Little Revive′ blowin' up, but it still hurts to exist

I don′t know if I'm gonna make it

I swallow my pride like the pills I'm takin′

Swear all my life been too complacent

Just wanna be happier

All these mood swings might break me

I can′t sleep, my brain keeps on racing

Scared I won't survive

I′ve been losin' sleep now

Take my time, I′ll try when I fall back

I don't know whats goin′ on, nah

Change my mind, I'll try when I want that

Take my time, I'll try when I fall back