I hurt myself today,

to see if i still feel,

I focus on the pain,

the only thing thats real,

The needle tears a hole,

the old familiar sting,

try to kill it all away,

but I remember everything,

(Chorus)

what have I become,

my sweetest friend,

everyone i know,

goes away in the end,

and you could have it all,

my empire of dirt,

I will let you down,

I will make you hurt,

I wear this crown of thorns,

upon my liars chair,

full of broken thoughts,

I cannot repair,

beneath the stains of time,

the feelings dissapear,

you are someone else,

I am still right here,

What have I become,

my sweetest friend,

everyone I know,

goes away in the end,

and you could have it all,

my empire of dirt,

I will let you down,

I will make you hurt,

if I could start agian,

a million miles away,

I will keep myself,

I would find a way,