I been nonstop like the road runner

While I should be on the ground doing toe touches

I been using "I" too muchAnd I try too much, I′m a guy with a whole lotta

Things I just wanna get off my chest

And I hope you can relate so that we can be friends

But that's a whole different thing I been struggling with

Hold up, hold up, where do I begin?

I been feeling pressure from everybody around me

Over-accommodating I don′t know how to set boundaries

I been hypocritical saying I'm never cynical

But since I was a little one I made it all about me

How do I live up to my high standards?

26 years still don't got/have an answer

We feel like it′s out of our hands

Take the reins bro, you are not a bystander

We all living in the sin but don′t give in to sin

We try and blame ignorance

Why am I so tied to deliverance

Cuz innocence comes with some benefits

Yo

But then I get ahead of myself

There's a lot of different things that I could say to myself

I wait on myself, I sit there debate with myself

And I think to myself, that it′s all about the story you tell

If you look in my direction I might take it personally

If you don't know my intention I expect you to be sorry

And the point of my reflection is I′m not a perfect person

And I got a lot to work on but at least I'm being honest

I used to be the guy you all admired

Now my pride is fed by all the liars

It′s like winning the MVP award

But only finding out once your retired

Dude, I can be a critical wretch it's not you

Welcome to my beautiful mess it's not cute

Could it be it′s hard to exist on my own

Could I be a little depressed, I don′t know

I might get a little upset I'm not you

I can be a little obsessed it′s not cute

I forget it's hard to exist on my own

I just keep on doing my best til I′m home

Er'body wanna ride the wave now, I′m on the verge of a break down

Bring a shovel to the site lemme break ground

How I always get accused of a fake sound

Just cuz I ain't talking filling bodies up with 8 rounds

Layin face down in the gutter

I would rather show you how to elevate the summit through the airwaves

Gotta catch a breath, like I'm climbing up a stairway

See how I made the kick, and the snare wait

Let me off of this carousel

Throw a hundred dollars out the door ya know I share the wealth

Never parallel in my lane with the steering wheel

Swervin in and out of traffic ′cuz the Bluetooth on my phone ain′t pairing well to the radio

Everybody ante up, never faded from a cup

Throwing for a lot of yards, Tom Brady with the clutch

Then retire when I'm 30 like my last name Luck

Feel the pressure while I′m pressing to the precipice dog

My pessimist thoughts, are messing everybody applauds

Think I'm doing what I love ain′t got a clue what it costs

Cuz I compare it more to swimming in a river wit jaws

They think I'm dripping wit sauce, I′m really living with monsters

I created in my cranium it's getting exhausting

Cuz I'm 30 miles deep inside a tunnel I′m lost in

They don′t see it on the surface but I know that I've lost it

Dude, I can be a critical wretch it′s not you

Welcome to my beautiful mess it's not cute

Could it be it′s hard to exist on my own

Could I be a little depressed, I don't know

I might get a little upset I′m not you

I can be a little obsessed it's not cute

I forget it's hard to exist on my own

I just keep on doing my best til I′m home

You probably know that I′m addicted to subliminal brands

If you didn't you might catch me with a drink in my hand

I been thinking to myself that I don′t think for myself

But I just saw the new commercial with the bottles and cans

And I gotta go and get it like supply and demand

They got me sold while I'm scrolling now I′m buying the brand

It's coming down to the wire my attire is next

They got me playing both sides but its a mild offense

I′m independent wanna get offended

But then I get in a mental when I'm working a flow on a instrumental

And I say to myself that I always been in such a rhythm

So why do I feel I'm hitting a wall in my lyrics

There′s a call in my spirit to release the tension

Every time I want peace there′s a beast that's present

Gotta show em′ who's boss - not me, surrender

Giving up my own pride to the King ascended

Dude, I can be a critical wretch it′s not you

Welcome to my beautiful mess it's not cute

Could it be it′s hard to exist on my own

Could I be a little depressed, I don't know

I might get a little upset I'm not you

I can be a little obsessed it′s not cute

I forget it′s hard to exist on my own

I just keep on doing my best til I'm home