Anxiety all I feel that′s inside of me

All I say is apologies

My thoughts are never present in the momentIt's a problem see

Not the person I thought I′d be

Not the man that I wanna be

Caught between being selfish and just being what you want from me

Emotional choreography

Spill my guilt, call it honesty

Regressing lately, maybe, honestly, I don't know, probably

Self-destructive, I gotta be

I just want someone proud of me

Don't you worry, I′ll bury all the trauma inside of me

Another day, another mask

I′m feeling down, but it'll pass

Don′t you judge me, you don't know me

You won′t hear me, so don't ask

I′m living proof I'm the past or

Maybe I'm just trapped of always looking back

I don′t miss a thing, I want

Pieces of me back

Give me all of that

Every night I stack

Doubts up on my back

Confidence, I lack

Throw away the happiness I have ′cause I

I get low sometimes, yeah

I feel down sometimes, yeah

They don't know

They don′t know

I feel worse sometimes, yeah

It hurts most inside, yeah

They don't know

They don′t know

I get low sometimes

Low sometimes

Low sometimes

I wanna go and hide

Go and hide

Go and hide, yeah, yeah

I feel worse inside

Worse inside

Worse inside, yeah, yeah

They don't know

They don′t know

They don't know, so where can I go?

I get low sometimes

I know who I am, but I don't know sometimes, yeah

Get inside my car, I wanna go sometimes

I feel hurt most times, they only know sometimes, ayy

A lot of pain, a lot of secrets

Even if I showed you, could you see this?

Angry when I talk, and I don′t mean it

Or maybe it′s the truth, and you don't see it

Or maybe it′s the truth, you don't believe it

They don′t know, and I just keep it

Let me tone it down

Feeling anxious when no one's around

See me vacant when I′m full of doubt, yeah

Timid, I just wanna make it out

In a group of people, I don't make a sound

I just try to get around, yeah

I just wanna show you my best

Every time I try to feel more is when I feel like a mess

When I try to be more is when I get more depressed

Thoughts in my head burn my chest

Hate the way that I get 'cause I

I get low sometimes, yeah

I feel down sometimes, yeah

They don′t know

They don′t know

I feel worse sometimes, yeah

It hurts most inside, yeah

They don't know

They don′t know

I get low sometimes

Low sometimes

Low sometimes

I wanna go and hide

Go and hide

Go and hide, yeah, yeah

I feel worse inside

Worse inside

Worse inside, yeah, yeah

They don't know

They don′t know

They don't know, so where can I go?