Where are you?

Can′t you see, that day by day, track by track, I've been chipped at,

Stripped back, can′t find the confidence that I had,So I strip back the beat so it's you and me.

I confess that I'm far from perfect

But I never thought in a million years

That your way would come with this much hurting.

Now I′m a wounded pilgrim that prays the day comes nearer

Your double sword pierces its reader

You set the scene like you did with Peter

When my love fails for you, you said yours would hit deeper.

And I never thought life could feel like this,

When I turn to you it′s a full eclipse

Don't leave me LORD. Don′t disappear from me.

Show yourself to me. I need you to see that I need you to see.

Without you I'm blind to your Son and what he′s done for me.

Without you I lose sight of eternity.

Remind me. Conform me. HUMBLE ME!

Why'd I write humble me?

Why do I miss the old me, the stronger me,

The prider me, the lost me?

Why does life feel like a blur to me?

Why can I comfort everyone else,

But your faith doesn′t sit well with me?

I never thought life could feel like this,

As I search for you it's a full eclipse

My soul now dead, I fly my flag half mast,

Days of comfort have now all past

Prone to turn back to a life of lust,

Prone to put back on the mask.

You found the place I hid my heart.

You tore it apart!

Naked I came and naked I'll depart!

Now I wish that tomorrow is my last.

Cursed thorn inside I feel,

Daily burdens weigh me down so before you I kneel,

I know on my heart you′ve placed a seal,

But I beg, heal my Achilles heal.

You promised LORD.

When I overthink at night

When I can′t get the fears out my mind

When I can't stop the tears from my eyes

You′d stay by my side.

And I never thought life could feel like this,

As I turn to you it's a full eclipse

Where are you LORD?

I can′t hear you like I could.

I can't feel you like I could.

I can′t see you like I could.

The moon is always round.

Sometimes you can see all of it.

Sometimes you can see half of it.

Sometimes you can only see a tiny sliver.

And sometimes you can't see it at all.

But that doesn't mean it′s not round anymore.

The moon is always round.

I′ve seen the highs of life before, it's comfort and deception

I hid my soul in worthless goals, with justified intentions

I watched it turn to rubble, had no where left to run

When you can′t see the moon you turn towards the Son

Some sinful seed inside the womb became this helpless man

Impurity flows through my blood, yet you love me as I am

The only chance for change comes from contemplation of the One

When you can't see the moon you turn towards the Son

I sought your word for peace, O Lord, with redirected vision

Magnetised to the world my eyes lost sight of your provision

No one but myself to blame, yet you pinned it on your Son

When you can′t see the moon you turn towards the Son

I took the side of sinners and I fought my best against you

Enraged that you tore what I built, I tried to run from your truth

I've never hated someone more, who′s only shown me love

When you can't see the moon you turn towards the Son

When you've fallen to the bottom and you′ve hit your lowest low

When your tears are gone on the cusp of dawn,

Where do you turn for hope?

You′ve given up on seeking peace, and all is said and done

When you can't see the moon you turn towards the Son

I look upon this journey now, your plan has now found

Even when I couldn′t see, the moon was always round

The truth I must hold onto, for sufferings to come

When you can't see the moon you turn towards the Son