You told me it wasn't real,

You said I shouldn't say what I feel,

Well I have something to tell you,

I'm tired of all the same stupid times,

I'm tired of living one big lie,

I'm telling you how I feel,

I'm hoping you will understand,

I don't like being prostantive,

I just want to feel like I'm supposed to.

I hope you understand me,

I don't want you to feel like I do,

I'm hurt and suffering,

And I owe it all to you.

My dreams will never become reality,

My heart will never be true to me,

I live in a protective shell,

Of dreams that revolve around hell.

I'm finally opening up,

I'm bursting out of my shell,

I don't like being prostantive,

I just want to feel like I do.

I hope you understand me,

I don't want you to feel the way I do,

I'm hurt and suffering,

And I owe it all to you.

My life is something not real,

I'm living one big lie,

And can't realize,

Why.

I hope you understand me,

I'm hurt and suffering,

And I owe it all to you.