My double vision

Is only amplifyin′ everythin' he isn′t

Till I feel less attached and bored to death but listenIt's no one's fault, it′s just my terrible condition, hmm

And I′ve been thinkin'

If I move out this year, I′ll feel my parents slippin'

Away and also, I′m just scared of that commitment

I really think sometimes there's somethin′ that I'm missin', hmm

Oh, I know

Spiralin′ is miserable

I should probably go back home

Why does that feel difficult, difficult?

Oh, I hope

I wake up invisible

I′d be someone no one knows

I guess I'm just difficult

To name this feelin′

Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grievin'

But over what I never had, so I′ve been speakin'

To my therapist, I call her every weekend, hmm

I meant to tell you

How I′ve hated how we left things when it fell through

'Cause you were everythin' to me, where did you run to?

Was it somethin′ that I said that colored you blue? Hmm

Oh, I know

Spiralin′ is miserable

I should probably go back home

Why does that feel difficult, difficult?

Oh, I hope

I wake up invisible

I'd be someone no one knows

I guess I′m just difficult, difficult

Difficult (I)

Difficult

I've been drinkin′

And stayin' up too late, relivin′ bad decisions

I thought eventually, my ranting here would fix it

I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I′m missin′ (hmm)

Oh, I know

Spiralin' is miserable

I should probably go back home

Why does that feel difficult, difficult?

Oh, I hope

I wake up invisible

I′d be someone no one knows

I guess I'm just difficult, difficult

Oh, I know

Spiralin′ is miserable

I should probably go back home

Why does that feel difficult, difficult?

Oh, I hope

I wake up invisible

I'd be someone no one knows

I guess I′m just difficult, difficult