as i look outside

i can see the rain about to start

the air is damp but warm

and i remember how you used to feel

and i see your face

my cold reflection scares me at this hour

how i wish i could sleep

if only i could slow my mind a bit

--chorus

then when i see you i forget the pain

and melt away with you

only a day has passed and i can't help

but feel that i've lost you

your room confines my thoughts

and then my worries drift when i'm with you

but i don't want to leave

i never know just when we'll meet again

--chorus

what is it that feeds this

haven't i learned enough from yesterday

i really don't need this

haven't i had enough of this today

then i sit at home

my walls reflect how my life is so bleak

and i feel so alone

i break down and call you cause i'm weak

if i could see what you are

if i could blow away my clouded sight

your lies they made me a fool

if i mean nothing what else can i say