and if you could see me

the way that i am

every time that i see you

i act like a different man

--chorus

i can see from my mind's eye

i make up scenarios in my head

i remember the things i did

i know i fucked up and i wish i was dead

what is it that scares me

what do i care what you think

cause you only hurt me

and with your words i shrink

--chorus

if i could own you

you'd do what i say

you'd listen to me

you would

you'd do what i say

you'd fucking listen

and then when you call me

you act like nothing's wrong

like i'm in a desert

what makes you so strong