This was supposed to be a love songgggg

But now it′s not

I am more than the previousI been smart and an idiot

On the flip side of obedient

Learned through experience

In myself felt greediness

My persona been hideous

Felt karma come immediate

Through it found median

Not to mention the ingredients

You see this is full gospel

With a bit a dope up ya nostril

If that ain't ya cup a tea

Gonhja smoke past ya tonsils

This is beauty and it′s awful

Within is a sinner and apostle

Water in one hand

Other holding a tequila bottle

Y'all get what I'm saying

Or at least I hope so

We all have highs and lows

We all carry cargo

Ease the pain with the most dope

The mechanisms use to cope

To the point where we overdose

Since Kids introduced to those

Dip into some alcohol

Fall into a spiral

Neglect the Bible

Funny faces from the church folk

So you never church go

Heart turned cold

Girls that mean nothin to em on his iPhone

Just don′t wanna feel alone

Just don′t wanna feel alone

I am more than I think I am

I am intelligent

Always on the giving end

Well mannered with respect

Well it depends

On who I'm with

But still never classless

Even tho I skipped most of thems

Snuck off to work another shift

Looking forward to the freestyle sesh

That was to come after it

Beaner smoking on the cigs

While I was on the dip

Picture this, 3:00 AM, 16 year old kids

Evading entities, Dreaming lucidly

Bout the loose leaf and the ink

Nostalgia so vivid

I could take a pic, Take it quick

Before the moment ends

Find yourself looking back at this

Same sentences, Coming out ya lips

I just time traveled on your bitchasses

This is blE.T muthafucka get a grip

Tell ya friends, This is real authentic

Benchmark for rap music

From Nuevo Mex

Little vato tryna get a ahead, before they come for his

Finding comfort in

The bed he made, where he lays

Still pushing weight

Through the factory that is the brain

Every word in perfect place

Never late

Either way it go I′mma be just fine

I'mma be just fine

I′mma be just fine

Brother of mine we gon' be alright

Yea you right

Yea you right

But sometimes

But sometimes

Sometimes I

I sit and think

And relive these memories

Just a couple kids with a dream

Wit the good times and scary scenes

At the time, we were burger flipping

I was smoking cigs′n', you were dipping

Cyphers after work, I'm eager to listen

Man we were shifting

Crackin codes that they encrypted

Sacred geometry

Now I′m understanding my philosophies

Shit is beyond me

I′m speaking honestly

I'm just harnessing all this energy

Battling entities, they be menacing

They won′t finish me

They too weak

And with every kill, I gain experience

Really riveting, this is the epitome

In all seriousness

I'm an arsonist

To the word, I′m indigenous

Isn't it ironic how I′m healing wit the sickest shit

I stay cooking, amidst this virus

A fuckin pandemic

But I been making panda expressions

Kung pao chicken in the kitchen

The way I'm living, limitless

I love life, it's intimate

I tapped into, the infinite