Feeling left out

from the right side of your bed

Feeling stressed out over every last word you said

Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead

I been left out, lied to, talked about and used

Stared down and laughed at, while walking out of school

You wanna put the blame on me the feelings nothing new

You wanna hang more pain on me there's nothing you can do

A moment lasts inside this coffin, I'm hurried often

Every time your calling once your starting there's no stopping

You know what, I pick my phone up, know you can hear me, just show up and show love, just want you near me

But like does that even feel right cause I don't want you if anyone can hold you all through the night

And is it even fair or worth for me to put up a fight, just to prove that I'm the one and you still leave out of spite

No more broken hearts to fall apart to broken promises, no more playing cards with broken shards which goes to haunt us

And we don't gotta put all this care beyond us, but you don't gotta be scared to be honest

Feeling left out

from the right side of your bed

Feeling stressed out over every last word you said

Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead

I thought a lot lately, please

I wanna stop playing these games

Your mom and pops hate me

And now I'm probably not your top choice as your drinking on the rocks lately ha

I wanna confess, I wanna die when your brought up by friends, and every night I'm haunted in bed so I cry every drop is a sin

And I think I'm healing again but every feeling I'm feeling is like I'm peeling the skin

Always dealing with women at every show and event but if we're home or if we're out you're on your phone every second

Said that I'm an ass, I said I think your right

So every conversation turns to basically a fight

Stare into my eyes tell me what you need

As I pray to God that you never leave

Feeling left out

from the right side of your bed

Feeling stressed out over every last word you said

Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head

Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead