CHORUS:

I would swallow my pride

I would choke on the rhines

But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside

I would swallow my doubt

Turn it inside out

Find nothing but faith in nothing

Wanna put my tender heart in a blender

Watch it spin 'round to a beautiful oblivion

Rendezvous then I'm through with you

I burn burn like a wicker cabinet

chalk white and oh so frail

I see our time had gotten stale

The tick tock of the clock is painful

All sane and logical

I wanna tear it off the wall

I hear words and clips and phrases

I think sick like ginger ale

My stomach turns and I exhale

CHORUS

So Cal is where my mind states

But it's not my state of mind

I'm not as ugly sad as you

Or am I origami

Folded up and just pretend

Demented as the motives in your head

CHORUS

I alone am the one you don't

Know you need take heed feed your ego

Make me blind when your eyes get close

Tie me to the bedpost (all 2X, with variation)

CHORUS

Through with you!

Rendezvous then I'm through with you