Why everything gotta be a competition

The world is so full and its filled with optimism

Sometimes i dont feel like livinI guess im better than i was in the beginning

Its okay

Fuck it doing this today

Fall in love i get away

Things are really not the same

I know its hard to stay

Some things r so pitiful

Rip my heart down to my core

This love is so magical

What r u here for

I might have to run it back

You give me a heart attack

I don′t know what i lack

Runnin building up my cardio

I know itll get better but

Idk where i started at

Everything around me

It all just starts to collapse

Now im giving up cause i know that

It wont get better in the end

And im breakin these walls cause

Im better than he could've ever been

Why are you even trying if you knew

It was better back then

I cant even keep going on

Cause i cant lose a friend

I cant give in

I been at my worse

I dont really wanna

Lose again

I cant give them

What they really want

Cause i dont even have enough