[Intro]

Ayo Before I start this song man

I just want to thank everybody for being so patient

And baring with me over these last couple of years

While I figure this shit out

[Chorus - Kobe]

Is anybody out there?

It feels like I'm talkin to myself

No one seems to know my struggle

And everything I come from

Can anybody hear me?

I guess I keep talkin to myself

It feels like I'm going insane

Am I the one who's crazy?

Yeayah

Woah wah

Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh)

Woah wah

Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

[Bridge - Eminem]

So why in the world do I feel so alone

Nobody but me, I'm on my own

Is there anyone out there

Who feels the way I feel

That there is then let me in and let me know I'm not the only one alone

[Eminem]

I went away I guess to open up some lanes

But there was no one who even knew that I was going through growin' pains

Hatred was flowing through my veins

On the verge of going insane

I almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne

It's like I was jealous of him 'cause of the attention he was gettin'

I felt horrible about myself

He was spittin and I wasn't

Anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it

Almost went at Kanye too

God it feels like I'm goin' psychotic

Thank god that I didn't do it

I would've had my ass handed to me

And I knew it but proof wasn't here to see me through it

Im in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into it

Are you stupid? You gon' start dissin people for no reason?

Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even

You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying

Your health is declining with your self-esteem, you're crying out for help

[Chorus - Kobe]

[Bridge - Eminem]

[Eminem]

Marshall you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow

All I know is I'm wallowin', self-loathing and hollow

Bottoms up on the pill bottle

Maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow

My sorrow right goes in this sore hole (?)

But I must be talkin to the wall though

I don't see nobody else (I guess I keep talkin to myself)

But all these other rappers suck is all that I know

I've turned into a hater, I've put up a false bravado

But Marshall is not a egomaniac thats not his motto

He's not a desperado he's desperate its startin to bottle inside em

One foot on the brake one on the throttle

Fallin asleep with writers block in the parking lot of mcdonalds

But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it

Admit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough

It isn't them its you you fuckin baby

Quit worrying about what they do and do fuckin shady

I'm fucking going crazy

[Chorus - Kobe]

[Bridge - Eminem]

[Eminem]

So I pick up myself off the ground and fuckin swam before I drowned

Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around

It's different them last two albums didn't count

Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing em out

I've come up to make it up to you no more fucking around

I've got something to prove to fans I feel like I let em down

So please accept my apology I finally feel like I'm back to normal

I feel like me again, so let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who dont know

The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no

Signs of slowin up, pullin up, blowin up, all over no mo

My life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos

I'm back with a vengeance homie weezy keep ya head up

T.I. keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head up

Don't let up, keep slayin em

Rest in Peace to DJ AM

Cause I know what its like

I struggle with this shit every single day

[Chorus - Kobe]

[Bridge - Eminem]