Every day I wake up in the seam

Somewhere in the middle between

Screamin' out in ecstasy

I'm breakin' down in misery

And even though I'm tryin' my best

I'm a little out of my depth

Freak out at the smallest things

Scared of fuckin' everything

And they say that I

Should enjoy the ride

But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest

I'm terrified

Don't know if I've ever, I've never

Been up this high

And I'm tryin', but I'm lyin'

When I say I'm fine

I'm puttin' my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,

I'm terrified"

Terrified

I'm terrified

Now I'm even scared of my bed

Don't wanna be alone with my head

Dreamin' up a tragedy

Solo time is bad for me

So I end up gettin' all drunk

Till I don't even know what I've done

Pour me up another, please

Poison my anxieties

And they say that I

Should enjoy the ride

But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest

I'm terrified

Don't know if I've ever, I've never

Been up this high

And I'm tryin', but I'm lyin'

When I say I'm fine

I'm puttin' my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,

I'm terrified"

Terrified

I'm terrified

I'm puttin' my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,

I'm terrified"

And they say that I

Should enjoy the ride

Losin' my mind

And I don't know why, I

But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest

I'm terrified

Don't know if I've ever, I've never

Been up this high

And I'm tryin', but I'm lyin'

When I say I'm fine

I'm puttin' my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,

I'm terrified"

Terrified

I'm terrified

I'm puttin' my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,

I'm terrified"