I sent you a text and I know that you read it

And soon as I wrote it I knew I′d regret it

Time in your mind make you dead if you let itI'm feeling so ugly, no photoshop edit

Your files embedded, inside of my brain

They bring me love, and they bring me pain

I′m watching your arm, where-ever you aim

Things aren't the same, since that night at my place, you lit up my world

Dived in your ocean and swirled, running your hands through my curls

You felt like my girl, but I lost you to him, now I'm smoking again

Asking myself if I′m ever gon′ win, with my trust and my care

I opened my heart

But couldn't tell if we shared this connection I′m feeling

I'm writing this out to address it, I hope that you get it

Cuz I learned a lesson, I follow my heart to end there I said it

With every sentence I write, I′m shining my soul into light

I hope he's not dulling your shine, but hope makes me blind in my life

I hope that I′m right, I hope you're not his, I hope that you're mine

We live and we die, until then were just getting by

So why not just be my side if you′re feeling the same

Know what I′m saying?

Baby you know what I'm saying?

For you I go super Saiyan

I ain′t fucking with games I ain't even playing

For you I go super Saiyan

I ain′t fucking with games I ain't even playing

For you I go super Saiyan

I ain′t fucking with games I ain't even playing

Baby I miss you

I wish I could dry out your eyes and just kiss you

Baby I miss you

A little too much

Baby I miss you

I wish I could dry out your eyes and just kiss you

Baby I miss you

A little too much

I sent you a text, a different message and I know you read shit that too

I'm sorry for everything that I do, but baby I can′t keep chasing after you

When you know how I feel but you′re telling me anyways

You've been fucking him but you′re texting me anyways

Saying you miss me, well I miss you too but I just can't do this shit anymore

You′re calling me, telling me come over, and I run to your door

With a full order, that's never gets paid for

Not much to stay for, if this was a cancer of mental stability we′d be on stage 4

I wish I could say more, but I just digress into stress

Baby I wish you best, I know this is right but it feels like we're missing a step

This comes from my heart, it's straight from my chest, and I don′t want to lose you

No I don′t wanna lose

But I feel like I lost you

But I feel like I lost you

Baby I miss you

I wish I could dry out your eyes and just kiss you

In my perfect world, we'd be together

But I don′t know if you feel the same

All I know is that I feel this pain in my chest

With every breath that I'm taking without you

I′m trying to move on but I just don't know how to

And honestly baby girl, I don′t want to

No I don't want to

I just want you and it drives me crazy

Been thinking lately that you fucking hate me

For all of this shit, I'm in love and shit

But I can′t touch you

I can′t say that I love you

I can't say that I want you

I can′t say that I miss you

And you know the real me, so all of that shit it just kills me

When we're together I look in your eyes, they used to stare back into mine

But now I′m hardly even catching a glance, you just gon' stare at your phone

Leave me all alone

But I′m used to it

Leave me all alone

But I'm used to it

Yeah baby, if you knew me

You'd know that I′m used to it