I′ve been losing confidence

And I think Its getting obvious

So now I got the shades on like MorpheusPain in my eyes I can't let these Niggas see

I′ve been holding back tears, I just might let 'em free

And it's getting hard to sleep

Ain′t done that shit in weeks

Ain′t talking to my ex, she begging me to speak

She said I need a pro, I told her therapy is weak

I could smoke it all away I just need an ounce of w

How you gonna run in circles and try to put me in box?

Ain't got a promise ring but I don′t really give a fuck

Imma do it how I want, roll my problems in a blunt

Yea I know I got some issues I ain't out here tryna front

But you be, you be acting like your shit ain′t stink

You're condescending, I promise you ain′t shit

You got some problems that you ain't fixed

But you all up in my business

I just needed you to listen

Wasn't asking for attention, but

All you ever did was bitch, about how you feel

And want me to open up and keep it real?

You′re so good at playing the victim, and I swear that shit is sickening

The bullshit that you on you could miss me

Then you wonder why I′m always looking pissed

You're always on some shit

Too deep in the war ain′t no way I'm gonna retreat

Too deep in the war ain′t no way I want some peace

Had to watch my brother sleep I ain't talking counting sheep

Am I my brother′s keeper?

Did he have to have the chills and the fever?

Did he see an angel or the reaper?

I swear my thoughts keep getting deeper

So don't ask me why I'm rolling another reefer

Bitch I′m grieving

Been doing this for thirty-six seasons

Speeding in a hell cat running from my demons

Tried to shake em off they ain′t leaving

I'm pouring my distress in a rhyme for a reason

Cold world it′s freezing, I think I'm losing

I think i′m losing confidence

I could walk on water only when I'm in my Yeezys

I pray to God my daughter gonna have a friend in Jesus

Just got a hell cat, now I′m driving like a demon

My girl been acting childish ever since she swallowed s

I've been dreaming, I've scheming, I′ve been plotting on these rappers

It′s all about revenge when a nigga start popping

You're looking for a charge so you gonna start flopping?

Man I hate these bench warmers acting like the first option

You gonna see my calling iso nigga every single play

Everybody gonna get it nigga every single way

Fourth quarter buzzer beater

Night night Curry sleeper

See me pointing at my finger, imma need my ring today

Next season too far, life′s getting too hard

And my drive is getting lower imma need a new car

Had my ego from the start, but now I'm feeling under par

I′ve been feeling outta place, I hope I live to see tomorrow

I don't wanna break her heart so I just her we′re involved

Let's just stay away from titles, let's not start to call it love

Ten dollars for some peace?, give me double for a dub

Shit I′ll even pay for triple I could never get enough

Puff puff pass, got a real rough past

Drive my whip so fast, pray this shit don′t crush

I know this pain gonna pass, I know this ain't gonna last

I don′t want no credit, imma need that cold cash

I'm the long dick bastard

To wash away these sins I need atleast three pastors

I hear the devil′s laughter

Imma live a full life and imma leave before the rapture

Ain't tryna be here after, and the flow is water get a raft

It′s important that we laugh

Get through all this fucking trauma we done dealt with in the past

Broken ego, broken hearts

Too much evil to restart

So we read it in reverse now I can live and play my part

In this movie I've been cast as villain

And that shit is killing me bro