(How am I supposed to love you?)

When I don′t know who I am

(And how can I give you all of me?)(When I'm only half a men)

(′Cause I'm sinking ship that's burning)

(So let go of my hand)

(And how can I give you all of me?)

(When I′m only half a man) Yo, look

(How am I supposed to love you?)

So who do they want me to be? I′m tryna make a difference

But my mother stopping me, no, the hate doesn't bother me

The reason you ain′t get that apology, I'm the type of change you don′t wanna see

Want drake to address me, so I'm buying them properties

Grеatest in the end, man, I′vе got to be

Sleeping while the class learn geography, give me better beats and you're gonna see the rap game

I'll turn a monopoly, surrounded by game changers

No wannabees, sorry mum for ruining my shoes

Playing football in wallabies, adding onto bills that you have to pay

Your saddest day is my getaway, and you still see me laugh a lot

And I tried to cry, but it didn′t work, threw sticks and stones but they didn′t hurt

Funny if you die gotta live it first, this gift I was given from birth

Get all of my love in the dirt, lost a brother he's in a better place

Got away from pain I can′t get away, they say the world works in a strange way

Nowadays you're paying for slimmer waists, you came from god′s eye, not a dinner plate

I used to feel pain and it bothered me, now I don't free pain and it bothers me

Satan′s really hitting the lotteries, including you and me man, he's got a piece you've gotta let it go

If you want peace, dealing with pain that I can′t explain, living life in the darkest way

I′m not sure how much my heart can take, Lord forgive me, but my scars are great

Do forgive me if my heart turns grey, everybody knows I'm not in the mood

If I′m out the house, I'm still in the booth, I′m too busy tryna give you the truth

Learnt from history you see how I move, called me home but I still saw how you moved

I'm doing this Ilford, I′m repping home for the one time, bane life was hell, so I still don't know what the sun's like

I skip church I guess you′ll call me the dark knight, christian on bail you should know me flow is slippy as hell

Suicidal thoughts two ways I couldn′t live with myself, if your bars are on the table

I guess mine are on a different shelf, for the people man the difference helps

As long as I'm alive and I′m well, the lives we both live ain't equal

I′m just tryna provide for my people, I pray my times due like Hebrew

The hood ain't home man it′s evil, as soon as people got it, they don't need you

I'm tryna win the world over Inzaghi, tryna make sales like the mali′s

Tryna turn my clay′s into Ali

My heart is on the line you Joe Hart me

Love won't save us legends aren′t made, God makes us

Dealing with pain that I can explain

Living life in the darkest way

I'm not sure how much my heart can take

Lord forgive me, but my scars are great

Do forgive me if my heart turns grey

Dealing with pain that I can explain

Living life in the darkest way

I′m not sure how much my heart can take

Lord forgive me, but my scars are great

Do forgive me if my heart turns grey