Hey babe you didn′t pick up your phone

But I wanted to let you know I'm getting off early tonight

And I just wanted to say I love youAnd I can′t wait to come home and see you

You know the car I want

I bought it

You know those shoes I want

I got em

And anything I want

Ima get it for me now

Cause its time for me now

Its my time now

End of a war now start of another

Another hoard coming right at us

Here hold my hand I got a plan

We have an established connection like giga band

I wanna be more than just friends cause

I Don't wanna be a one man band

Matthew Ramsey yeah

Let me reach for that ass

Buns in a pantry shelf yeah

I want you for myself

And you want me yeah

I know a place that we can runaway yeah

Headed back to my place she's at work

Come on baby lets do it slow let your Body flow

This is the best night of my life so it goes to show

How important you are to me tonight

Foreshadowing about my life with you

Seems so great

You are beautiful no debate

Feel sedate in your arms

What is this feeling is it cause it′s new

Suddenly I come into realization

I fell for my own lust

My own frustration is now with my participation for my own gain

Now I burned it all in vain knew what was at stake

What a mistake now its too late

Gonna to have to live with this fate

You know the car I want

I bought it

You know those shoes I want

I got em

And anything I want

Ima get it for me now

Cause its time for me now

Its my time now

Can′t believe it

I risked it all for this

I've crawled out the abyss

That′s one thing to check off of my list

Wandered miles of desert with a fist-full of confidence

Stars aligned to appoint where I needed to go

That's providence

Look how much progress

I′ve made over the years

One person that needs to hear this thank you

My girl rode through

My own hell my change of character

My lonely tale my queen

I'm to take care of her

Somehow with my crazy sheer luck she′s all mine

How much longer

Will the secret hide, from her

Lock myself in the room, bummer

I'll come out in a bit, harm her

Through the process

Use my passion as an excuse to execute everything around me

Though only her and I in the room

Destined to be doomed and its all my fault

Cry till my eyes fall

Out their sockets onto the asphalt

I allowed it to go this far

Can't sit down in my sorrow

Have to tell her first thing in the morning tomorrow

You know the car I want

I bought it

You know those shoes I want

I got em

And anything I want

Ima get it for me now

Cause its time for me now

Its my time now

On the couch with her she′s about to know

I′d rather rob a store then have her know

What's really going through my head

I have tried to cushion my feelings I′m afraid

Keep on pushing

Everyday just isn't the same

I′m not the tamed lion I used to be

The darkness in my memories are gaining ground

Conquer me

I feel so close yet so far from my end goal

Sprinting but I'm idle

I′m running out of gas

Like a car on empty at the traffic signal

Yesterday she was talking about her bridal shower

And how magical she wanted it to be

She used to mean the world

The girl of my dreams

I don't want to you to leave

Though I been seeing someone else for a couple weeks

In the middle of watching a movie

Told me to leave pack my pile of dirty laundry

Cause it reeks of my guilty conscience

Can't clean this stain

Don′t have money for new clothes

I′ll embrace the shame

Take my 2 door out on the mountain terrain

While its raining to hydro plane get the adrenaline out

I'm in so much pain

Let it out with a yell

Cause I′ve prolonged the issue

No one wins

You fucking bitch you

Stop myself I created this mess

Can't regret the decisions I made because

You know the car I want

I bought it

You know those shoes I want

I got em

I′m sorry can we please stop

Hey where are you going

I can't do this anymore

But we′re almost done can't you just

I can't do it you′ll have to find somebody else

Melissa wait

Alright You got this

You′re used to doing it alone anyways

On Stage my first performance

Im rocking it they're loving my music

Best day of my life

I was born to do this

A million dreams to get here now

Can′t believe I'm a damn showman

Piece of me feels like it′s missing

Messed up the scene of my stage

Lip sync cuts out now everyones pissed and

Stuttering my own lyrics

Look out to where she was gonna sit and

She's not there

Overwhelmed the crowd is starting to boo their way out the exit

I was next up now I′m the next flop

Everything I worked for just to lose it all

This is my fall rake me away like leaves

Piling up in your walkway

When we cross paths now

You shun and push me away

There's no turning from what I did

So I turn to medication to deal with the stress

Pop the lid take one after another I guess

This is the fifth one today and its starting to hurt my chest

Hey please call me back

I need to talk to you

I just I need to understand

No one can get ahold of you

Please just be okay

I don't think I can handle this anymore

This is too much

Just call me back please